Staind - so far away

this is my life,
its not what it was before,
all these feeling ive shared,
and these are my dreams,
that i'd never live before,
cause i, i must be sleeping,
now that we're here,
its so far away,
all the struggle we thought was in vain,
all the mistakes,
one life contained,
they all finally start to go away,
now that we're here its so far away,
and i feel like i can face that day,
i can forgive and im not ashamed to be the person that i am today,
these are my words,
that ive never said before,
i think im doing ok,
and this is the smile,
that ive never shown before, somebody shake me,
cause i, i must be sleeping,
im so afraid of waking,
please dont shake me,
afraid of waking,
please dont shake me.